A Short Story-The True Story Of A Writer

I am just a little girl who wants to write like many people. I just want my story to enter the KKPK like my friends. By the way, I am just a 13 year old kid who has been trying to write since I was 10 years old. I want someone else to put together my scripts like other kids in writing do, but only I will. I want others to know that I am trying too. I have told people many times that I just wanted to write like my friends, a 13 year old kid.

However, the people who write urge me to fight like an adult, to write Chicklit scripts that 20 year olds have to write or to write fantasy scripts, whose paths are controlled by people older than me, like JK Rowling or Percy Jackson. It sucks! This can be very frustrating, especially if you feel like you are falling behind from someone far different from your age. Being rejected many times since I was 11 years old really made me feel that I was pitiful. No problem I was rejected many times but ... No one wanted to listen to that complaint, only me crying in the corner of the bathroom window. Shouting angrily, yelling and telling myself many times.

 "WHY CAN I NOT BE BETTER ANYMORE?! WHY CAN I NOT FIX IT WELL ?! WHY ... MUST BE GIVEN WITH THIS INJURY WHEN OTHER KIDS GIVEN A GOOD GREETING!"

Well. Since I was 11 years old, I've known what it feels like to be rejected by a script. I joined the writer's group community, hoping I could have fun. Wish I could write well, knew my own feelings and could have writing friends. But what's annoying is, nobody knows how annoying it was when I found out that I was just trying it out myself.

Although I know people in the writer's struggle too. But it sucks! Watching people laugh while I try to laugh and smile. It excuses everyone in the world for writing, only makes him sick.

Besides ... I just wanted to write. Being praised like a child of the same age - it would be nice if I could hear the compliments of adults from kids like myself for writing. No need to listen to other people babbling while writing this and that, even though I just need to write but why talk so much and tell me everything— Yeah, I just wanted to cover my ears about it. Why should I tell me how to torture him about profitable financial issuance or not, even though I just want to write like a LITTLE child has a job aka KKPK or is classified as a Mizan child.

I just want to write. Why do people keep holding it? I just wanted to publish a book like a small, moaning child asked me to do. Sometimes he is so jealous of the children who write. Not as good as the writing they make but publishable. Why does only a child like me have to endure rejection a thousand times? Why would a child like me have to listen to the complaints of struggling writers. No other child can accept this terrible fate. Why should I get caught up in writing. Different from other children who can smile and laugh because the script he wrote can be published immediately. Why am I the only one who is not as fortunate as the KKPK writer who is a child my age? Why should a child like me or maybe someone like me have to accept the failure to write at this age?

 Hearing adult speech about the world of writing which is not as easy as small children in writing, hearing them that the world of writing will be difficult to reach if you don't have a good story. Why, among thousands of people, why should a child like us hear that complaint ?! Wasn't there a kid as lucky as the other kids who heard that complaint ?!

A child like me only wants one thing, writes like another and smiles happily when it is published. But why should I hear his hoarse life in the world of writing? Why can't I hear a single compliment from the other kids reading my story? Why ?! Do I have to endure the urging voices of thousands of complaints from people who don't believe me? Hearing my script raving like a child, I accepted it because I was a kid my age. But I just want people to know that a child my age is trying, I just want to hear other people's compliments.

 I was just a kid trying to write stories following adults - Chicklit, romance, teenager, fantasy and adventure - things even kids my age didn't do, but no one knew how selfish adults could be just by praising a child like me ?

 If I write there my age, would you believe me if I was just a kid trying to complete a 50,000 word stacked script at the age I turned 13?